Accidentally on Purpose ?

somtimes, just sometimes.

Hi fellas.

was scrolling through Facebook and i saw a quote which was what i've always wanted to express. 

and then it kept me thinking for a while, though the thought has already occurred to me a long long time ago. 

everytime i think of it, i feel awkward. i felt awkward being with them, the reason was perhaps i wasnt good enough. i feel inferior compared to them. after all, i just wanted to spend more time with them. who knows it was such a heck, but i was cool with it, did my part. just, i dont feel comfortable. oh the stress. awkward awkward awkward.  but everything was worthwhile.  okay fun , but awkward. ironic ? =)

But those words you said , subconsciously you mean it.